My dearest friend,
You have been a good one,
It has been nice knowing you,
One day we'll meet again,
Insyaallah in the everlong kingdom of heaven..
Allahyarham Mohd Fitri has passed away on 18th of February 2008 due to a fatal road accident. Let us pray for his soul to be blessed by the Almighty. Al-Fatihah.
oh hiba, memang waktu ini kaulah temanku
(memang hidup, apa-apa pun ajal yang kau tempuh)
memang tuhan sayangkanmu
ku tatap gambar wajahmu
harus ku teruskan hidup
walaupun perit tanpamu
tetap ku peluk erat memori kau dan aku
harus ku teruskan hidup
walaupun perit tanpamu
ku doakan agar kau sentiasa bahagia di sana
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
Chorus
I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away
[Bridge]
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
[Chorus]
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake
The weight of things that remain unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday
[Bridge] & [Chorus]
Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that
I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go
[Chorus]
And I won't go home without you..
* Hear it and probably no regret :)
it has been hard for me going thru these moments. this place is hell as people are talking tears and pains. i have nowhere to go, no way to fix and no chance to run. i just hate that bitch - you're just the darkest cloud that i've never invited. i just hate what i'm doing now - why can't it be one good apple out of those rotten i'm swallowin' now? i just hate my carelessness - and for it i'm gonna fall..
this is a beginning
although this is an end
i got a sight of heaven
and it's gone straight to my head
and the time is right for falling
this time i'm gonna fall
that's the price i must pay
for a taste of your sweet love
i'm gonna fall
this time i'll fall
gonna fall
something in your glances
puts a spell on me
as the world fades all around
you're all that i can see
and the time is right for falling
this time i'm gonna fall
that's the price i must pay
for a taste of your sweet love
i'm gonna fall
this time i'll fall
gonna fall
feel it taking over
gonna reach there soon
the warmth of skies at sunset
i want to linger in this glow
and the time is right for falling
this time i'm gonna fall
that's the price we both pay
for a taste of your sweet love
i'm gonna fall
this time i'll fall
gonna fall
i'm sorry for what i've done. i just can't forgive myself..
"..
words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup
they slither while they pass they slip away across the universe
.."
perfect - is the best way to describe phrases above. they were arranged beautifully, stealing my heart each time i hum the song. wish i can express feelings in such way.
i believe human's lifeline is always dramatic. too little to find similarities with storyline in films. hero doesn't always win. villain isn't going to fall in a death hole at the end of the day. no background song to describe current situation. this ain't exciting anymore eh? so what actually keeps people going? in my diary, i live as i have hope. hope for god's greatness to reward me with heaven, hope to be a successful lover for my loved ones, hope to become a great achiever in career, hope this, hope that, never-ending hope.. a movie that has changed my life of retaining hope is the one on top of my list of all time; the shawshank redemption. if any of you guys had no idea of what it is, i advice you to go and see it. produced in early 90s, i still feel that it easily hands off any high-tech and well-known casts movie. not to say it's close to real life, but it has included lessons that i took seriously up until today. i give it an 8 out of 5! dear friends, never give up hope in life. we can be crawling for our lives throughout years and suddenly during one fine day, gain back dignity and rise above all. doesn't matter if we are expelled from college, being drug addicts for too long, lost virginity before getting married, jailed for crimes or for what so ever reason, there's always hope for a better tomorrow. this isn't any fairy tale, it happens to people everyday everywhere. just don't give up. work towards any light that you can see though it looks so dim. there's always hope.
frankly, at times i've given up hope - at those moments when i tried so hard to win, and ended up losing battles. luckily there are few who will always remind me to gain back hope and live. trust me as i am serious. to point out one, now i am facing that stage of losing. it makes me damn pissed off when i know that i’m on the right side but have to hide creating camouflage in the jungle. how can’t i scream out loud for justice? but even crying my heart out will not help. i wish that i can tell this story of idiots educated people. but for the sake of all, i'll stop here.
movie review eh, syg? yes i've been addicted in going to cinemas. from lots of them let me try to rate one. hmm.. which one? as i don't want to be rated as pro only to yasmin ahmad’s, let's not talk about mukhsin. not long ago me and syg went to see a low-profile movie called chermin. the storyline is typical, but wait.. chermin's line of casts is surprisingly not bad, not bad at all. hard to say but got to be fair on this, natasha hudson can act! for the love of god, zul please shut up and stop smiling as i know you are her top fan; "wei.... natasha hudson wei. weiiii...." okay you win bro. i'm impressed with her debut in country's filming industry. btw, she's not that so very beautiful if you say that she has a complete package ^_^ others, deanna yusoff and khatijah tan as usual looked matured while the rest that i noticed that were also impressive are soffi jikan and farah ahmad. go go malaysia! chermin is about a wife that suffered for his husband ignorance towards her as they are married cousins. she was never touched, trying hard to earn attention but failed and at the end is about to be divorced as her husband married a 2nd wife of his choice. from there tragedy happened and until today generations from that man's 2nd wife is haunted by ghost of her. ignore the idea, consider its casts, sets and plots, chermin is not a total waste of money. for me, chermin is a 3 out of 5.
also appended in this post, i would like to congratulate my other half yusnida mohd razalan for getting in an international firm. i'm so proud of you syg. it seems that i'm determine to increase my current investment in you as dividend that i'll enjoy looked to be irresistible ^_^ hmm.. people said that swiss starbucks tastes unique eh? won't know until you bring me there and try, right? ^_^ okay, now for real. i feel like sharing the joy that is rewarded to you syg. syukur alhamdulillah. you deserve it, after all the hard work you've done. let us pray for more prosperous things to come in our life. and also for our love. love you so much.
stop giving me that face please. a carnivore has feelings, too ^_^
what else? football!!! of course. bianconeri is coming back! near to the end of serie b hopefully juventus can clinch up the title. hopefully by next season i can watch back the flat tone serie a highlights show. the most respectful member of the squad for me is gianluigi buffon. i salute you, gigi! even if after this you move to other clubs, spending this season with my soul club and being disrespected all year long entitled you to be club's icon. there are others too, but mostly other are players getting old, loosing form or still not considered as international as him. it's the world cup winner’s keeper i'm talking about here. generally, i'm waiting for juve's comeback to serie a. woohoo! in premier league, red devils are looking good as ever going for treble. last weekend selangor beat perlis 1-0 - yessss! stuttgart is performing above what's expected - runners-up in bundesliga is fantastic enough for me. celta and vitesse are struggling - normal in football. strasbourg? sorry :”> limited resources to french ligue 2. overall, i'm tremendously happy for this current football season. keep it up guys. p/s: david beckham please get the hell out of european football asap.. thanks.
today, 30th of april 2007 it's the birthday of my mother, fatimah selamat. happy birthday, ibu! may allah bless you, living happily ever after. thank you for being a great mother for my 24 years life. i promise that as long as i live, you will always be treated nicely and given best place to live in that i afford. sayang ibu..
last but not list, current song in my head :) it's a tough choice to point out from my current song list. i would say that this time i'm back with 80's / 90's malay slow rock tune. oh yeah i admit that i listen to malay songs. some are boring but some are nice too. just like english songs. this hit was recorded by ella for soundtrack of a movie which i can't remember its name, starring my fav actor faizal hussein. tiada tangis lagi by ella..
engkau jadi kenangan
dalam hati
terlalu lama engkau pergi
langit masih begitu
anggun dan biru
memayungi taman rindu
kiambang menjadi lambang
kau bagai bayang-bayang
kini ku terbuang
danau tenang selalu
seolah tidak tahu
gelora di hatiku
selama hayat ini
ku simpan rahsia hati
ku renung masa nan lalu
terasa pilu
ke mana harusku mengadu
[chorus]
di sini ku berdiri
tiada tangis lagi
oh..ohhhh..ohhhhhhhh…
tiada tangis lagi
* have a good day. i’m signing off. wassalam.
assalamualaikum. pe cher? 2 minggu lps aku tgk 2 wayang tempatan. kalau la ada kesempatan dan bajet, rasanya angka tu msti dh b’tmbh. yg pertama the red kebaya dan yg lg satu cinta. secara jujur, industri perfileman kita ada prospek utk maju. cuma kita prlu bg lebih byk sokongan yg pstinya m’berikan suntikan modal kpd penerbit2 buat pusingan melabur. mlm sblm aku g tgk red kebaya tu, t’jmp lak pelakon2 citer tu kt klcc. hari berikutnya lak sgt la stress. chow dr batcave (bkn batu caves aaa..), otak buntu, trs je la merayau, tgk2 org b’atur kt tgv. aku pun sengal g la ikt padahal xtau pun nk tgk pe. tgk2 casino royale – sold out. fuhh.. dahsyat. bkn pe, citer action ni aku kureng nk tgk kt panggung sbb x puas, byk potong. cth.. tgn pegang pisau lipat, tau2 dh mampos. kadang2 smp xtau mati kna tikam ke.. mati t’telan pisau ke.. jd aku carila saluran2 lain nk tgk wayang genre camtu. camne pun sbb utama masih krn aku nk cuba sokong buah tangan dr malaysia. aku bkn main suka nk kondem sna-sni. x hebat pun xpe - memadai ada unsur seni & bkn main sebat xde idea asal bole jual. masterpiece konon ptuihh.. crett (tandoori payat).. ahaha. red kebaya ok gak. sinematografi dan pelakon bole thn. satu yg nmpk lemah ialah storyline. if lbh pnjg skt dgn lbh turun naik itu ini, rsnya akan jd lbh mantap. cth.. lps tau kisah lampau, latiff jmp blk org pakai kebaya merah ke.. keseluruhan, memuaskan dan jauh lbh baik drpd masterpiece2 “dia”. teka2 la sapa “dia” ^.^ x lama pastu lak, aku tgk karya yg mmg dh lama aku tgg. cinta. hebat. sapa kata sama dgn love actually? memandai je.. aku kompang karang br tau. mmg lain tuan2 dan puan2. cinta ada kekuatannya yg t’sndiri. dan bole bersaing dgn unsur2 artistik dlm sepet dan gubra. pertama skali, dato rahim razali sgt hebat dlm cinta. watak yg dibawa dijiwai dgn sgt baik dan b’ksn. tahniah dato! org lamo mmg byk ilmunya :) bole kata most perkara hebat dlm citer ni; jln citer, pelakon, sinematografi, originality, etc. cuma 1 kelemahan. bbrp pelakon tambahan dlm cinta agak kaku. cth.. doktor yg rawat dan x-bf amani. agak m’cacatkan tp keseluruhannya x m’gugat mutu citer. kesimpulannya, sokong la 2 citer ni. lg satu ialah bilut. tu pun agak best. if x smpt g panggung, bli la produk ori citer2 ni. sokonglah karya tmptn. so di samping kurang utk kayakan tokey2 filem yahudi, kayakanlah juga tokey filem kita. ikhlas. wassalam.
Every time I feel alone
I can blame it on you and I do, oh
You got me like a loaded gun
Golden sun and sky so blue, oh
We both know that we want it
And we both know you left me no choice
Chaque fois que tu t'en vas
You just bring me down
Je prétends que tout va bien
So I’m counting my tears ‘til I get over you
Sometimes I watch the world go by
I wonder what it’s like, oh
To wake up every single day
Smile on your face you never tried (you never tried), oh
We both know we can’t change it
But we both know we’ll just have to face it
Chorus
If only I could give you up
But would I want to let you off from this soapbox, baby?
We both know that we want it
But we both know you left me no choice
Chorus x 2
We both know that I’m not over you
I’m not over you
* Aritu aku tgh dgr Red 104.9 kuar satu lagu yg memukau perhatian aku pd corong radio. Best tp aku tatau lagu apa. Tiba² dlm keta baru² ni abg aku psg cd dan sampai ke satu trek lagu yg sama dimainkan. Inilah lagunya. Kpd pembaca² sekalian jika blm pnah dgr, wajib utk anda cuba lyn. Kpd rockers² lak, jgn jd koyo la.. Hentak² kepala pun ada masa² nk sentimental kan? Tgh main dgn perasaan tu, cubalah bertemankan lagu ni. Selamat..
hi people. where u at gurl? (wth?) i’m here ~ back in my hometown, my kampung, enjoying the harvesting season while it lasts. the scent of fresh mud.. birds floating in the sky while stand still scarecrows keep them away. stupid birds..
today, for almost quite a long time before, i taste a deadly defeat. as i remembered, last time such event occurred was at mmu “stupid” gema 2003. my band was knocked out of its preliminary round. our first song was percayakan siti and still i can’t forget how stunned was the audience after we played that song. suddenly the bastard fcm lecturer whatever his name is, yelled at us to repeat the tune. wonder why? here was the situation.. we supposed to start second..
organizer : “..the first band will play last. u guys first. we have no time. all equipments are ready so just go in and start. go go go..“
we : “errr.. okay..”
second mic was louder than for main vox, bass was amplified by a zero volume mic and the best part.. taraaa.. neither lead, rhythm nor bass guitar was in tune. still i admit, our quality that nite was bad. we crashed out, together with the next band after us. only after the second band, organizer postponed the session for some time, fixing all problems..
it’s not that after the day i have always been a winner. i lost some but all were undisruptive or maybe not focusing on me single-handedly. so repeating my sentence, today’s crush was lethal. people may comment that it was nothing, but for me it was a thing. i failed.. boys and girls, to all whom said before that i am perfect and have always waited eagerly for me to stumble, wait no more. see, just what i told u before. i am mortal ^_^
what else happened recently? owh.. my beloved bianconeri was thrown to serie b. now here is the stage to show how loyal our players are. several moved out. some more screaming infidelities too. get the hell out if so! we don’t need you. even if juventus will spend time at lower level leagues for the rest of my life, i won’t quit. black and white are my main soul of futbol. then only come selangor, man u, stuttgart, celta, strasbourg, vitesse and kickers. remember kickers? kakeru and his fellow teammates. cartoons were so irresistible that era. and suddenly now.. spongebob what? i mean, for little girls it’s fine. but when my 10 years old nephew described spongebob’s storyboard with passion, i can only expressed “alamak”! but anyway, be strong old lady.. even if the whole team vanish, u are always in my heart.. sob sob..
this is a hit from tupac amaru shakur. for me i have no string attached to its lyrics except for the line “but life goes on..”. a gangster proud of his wrongdoings.. huh! still your beat is catchy, g. have a wonderful life dear readers. daa~
How many brothers fell victim to the streets
Rest in peace young nigga, there's a Heaven for a G
Be a lie, if I told ya that I never thought of death
My nigga, we the last ones left
But life goes on
As I bail through tha empty halls
Breath stinkin' in my drawls
Ring, ring, ring, quiet y'all, incoming call
Plus this my homie from high school, he gettin by
It's time to bury another brother, nobody cry
Life as a baller, alcohol and booty calls
We used to do them as adolecents, do you recall?
Raised as G's, Loc'ed out and blazed the weed
Get on the roof let's get smoked out and blaze with me
Two in the morning and we still high assed out
Screamin thug till I die before I passed out
But now that your gone, I'm in the zone
Thinkin I don't wanna die all alone
But now ya gone and all I got left are stinkin' memories
I love them niggas to death
I'm drinkin Hennessy
While tryin to make it last
I drank a fifth for that ass when you passed....
Cause life goes on
Chorus
Yeah nigga I got the word as hell
Ya blew trial and the judge gave you 25 with an L
Time to prepare to do fed time won't see parole
Imagine life as a convict that's getten' old
Plus with the drama we're lookin out for your baby's mama
Taken risks, while keepin cheap tricks from gettin on her
Life in the hood is all good for nobody
Remember gamin on dumb hotties at chill parties
Me and you no true a two
While scheming on hits and gettin tricks
That maybe we can slide into
But now you burried
Rest nigga cause I ain't worried
Eyes bluried, sayin goodbye at the cemetary
Though memories fade
I got your name tatted on my arm
So we both ball till my dyin days
Before I say goodbye
Kato and Mental rest in peace
Thug till I die
Chorus
Bury me smilin with G's in my pocket
Have a party at my funeral, let every rapper rock it
Let the hoes that I used to know
From way before
Kiss me from my head to my toe
Give me a paper and pen
So I can write about my life of sin
A couple bottles of gin incase I don't get in
Tell all my people I'm a Ridah
Nobody cries when we die
We outlaws let me ride
Until I get free
I live my life in the fast lane got police chasin me
To my niggas from old blocks from old crews
Niggas that guided me through back in the old school
Pour out some liquor have a toast for the homies
See we both gotta die but you chose to go before me
And brothers miss you while your gone
You left your nigga on his own, how long we mourn
Life goes on
Sung over Chorus
Life goes on homie
Gone on, cause they passed away
Niggas doin life
Niggas doin 50 and 60 years and shit
I feel ya nigga, trust me, I feel ya
You know what I mean
Last year
We poured out liquor for you
This year nigga, life goes on
We're gonna clock now
Get money, evade bitches, evade tricks
Give players plenty space
And basicaly just represent for you baby
Next time you see your niggas
Your gonna be on top nigga
They gonna be like
Goddamn, them niggas came up
That's right baby
Life goes on
And we up out this bitch
Hey Kato, Mental
Y'all niggas make sure it's poppin when we get up there
Don't front
I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them
I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again
Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry
Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday
Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now
I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home
Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday
Chorus
No
No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
I don't wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna meet your friends
And I don't wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now
I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
that day i was given free tickets to see tv2's rhythm of champions 2006 grand final. so me and couple of friends went to stadium malawati at about 9pm. the night was just finishing its few last drop of tears as we were cruising to shah alam. brrr... shah alam doesn't looked that far to reach when i was in cj. everyone was shivering, but i was the freak as i was the fattest :) only then i knew what’s the venue of af crap looks like. kind of a huge broadcasting studio. total crowd was about three-quarter venue's capacity. i could see some competing parties came all the way from places outside klang valley - from banners hung up and slang shouted. fenomena came out as champion. one of the cover song they played was from may entitled jemu. there is this last reef where the singer kamal sang "ooo...ooooooo" - everybody was ecstatically singing along loudly. while me during my trip back couldn't get out from my head some lines of chorus that the vocalist sang:
"..
Kau yang menghancurkan
Lerai ikatan
Kau cipta seribu alasan
.."
exclusively as a manner of congratulation for the impact fenomena brought up thru jemu, here is its lyrics. jemu is originally performed by may and succeeded by fenomena. before i end my post, i wish to beg malaysians to spare some spaces for our own songs. foreign is not all holy while local is not all rubbish. maybe if today we can appreciate even a bit of local tune, sooner or later our melody will be rated by the whole wide world as superb. cheers.
Jemu masa menyinta
Resahku meronta
Aku telah sumpah setia
Namun sia
Jemu masa melangkah
Lepas dari dosa
Bangkit aku dari lamunan
Yang engkau kejutkan
Segala pintamu
Cuba ku turutkan
Segala janjiku
Peritku lunaskan
Mudah kau melepaskan
Kau yang menghancurkan
Lerai ikatan
Kau cipta seribu alasan
Solo & Chorus
Yang ku dendamkan
Menjadi kemarahan
Kau selindung kesalahanmu
Kau singkap kesalahanku
* ooo.. oooooooo.. oooooooo..
sinaran matamu bak kejora
di tengah malam
menyuluh kedamaian hati
halusnya lenganmu
sehalus sutera china
melembutkan setiap kata
harum kasturi harum rambutmu
ingin ku belai
bertambah agung kita
indah keperibadianmu
indah bicara
menyegarkan semangat daku
bila kau berada di sampingku
semuanya menjadi
keindahan hidupku
13 june 2006 - does anyone knows the textbook explanation of the word life? life is great, life is beautiful, life is a peach; those kind of expressions are typically said by us but do we really mean them? (i'm no socrates nor heroic dato onn jaafar) and from my point of view life has no unique meaning. mine's different, so as yours. i picture life as dynamic. it changes inconsistently. at one point, i may say it's flowery and blossom.. then as minute goes by, i just can't handle them - i want out. after that, back to alps alike / gyza fantastic.. and so on. life just won't stop its cycle. today, my life is being itself. it blends so many definitions splashes straight at my face and walla! (ahaha) there i have it: one white rosey day. touches heart and tear fingers.. i'm restless. i need a rest. i need some moment --- smile melting. alhamdulillah syukur. cool air. calm down. delicious meal. reality suck. people's unfair.......... those were examples of life events. damn i need a rest, really. okay i'll stop. same old me. music sounds so amusing, at any given moment..
Finch – What It Is To Burn
She burns
Today's on fire
The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered
I walk these lines of blasphemy, everyday
And still:
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
I feel diseased
Is there no sympathy from the sun?
The sky's still fire
But I am safe in here, from the world outside
So tell me
What's the price to pay for glory?
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
Today is fire, and she burns
Today is fire, and she burns
She burns
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
kisah indahku dgn bungaku
tak pernah akan ku lupa walau harus
berakhir sampai di sini
semua kisah dgn dirimu
akan jd cerita yg plg indah
di dasar hati dlm hidupku
igt akan ucapanmu di waktu itu
kau akan selalu setia menjaga cintamu
walau harus terpisah jarak dan waktu
tp kenyataan mmg tidak selalu
seperti apa yg kita impi-impikan
harus bisa terima walau menyakitkan
bunga kesumaku
dirimu akan selalu
di taman hatiku
di puri cintaku
ku langkahkan kakiku tanpa dirimu
oo mmg berat utk aku hadapi
berteman sepi jalani sunyi
harus aku akui di dunia ini
tak pernah akan ada satu yg abadi
ku kuatkan diriku jalani semua
chorus
* Tq to Mr Imran for the Song
For one of my dear friend, here is to your request. A song from Mushbutton entitled 1720. Enjoy!
i don't want to stay away
don't want to wish a day
and i'm feeling bored everyday
you throw away those tears
and came along with him
and i think i wanna be free
sing, sing the same old tune
i wanna hear the rhymes
and i wish you here to see me
above me, i want to see
above me, and i wish you here to see me
falling, falling far from you
thinking 'bout the sickness
and i don't want to blame you
'cause i don't want to show.. no
down, down the underground
someone watching you
and we go so far, far away
hear, hear the sound of you
killed my heart away
your breath had took me away
drive, drive away from here
to see the sunset rise
and i feel so glad to see you
above me, i want to see
above me and i wish you here to see me
chorus
i don't want to go (stay) away
don't want to fall asleep
your breath had took me away
chorus
P/S: Ke lagu Betukar Arah? Sori lupa yg mana..
have u seen gubra? the movie which invites crtics, pro and cons. considering i'm free to write almost everything in my blog, i do want to give opinions from my point of view. dear mdm yasmin, congratulations on producing yet another artwork of yours. yes, i think gubra was worth watching. it's not an all-rounder, but it is what people call movie. i'm quite sure that gubra is not about making money, or wiping certain people’s asses to get recognition and awards. gubra is a brave (very very brave) screenplay. it's sensitive. it's honest. not all plots reflect to real-life situation ~ but hey that's why it is call a wayang, right? and who am i to tell the director about definition of real-life??? yasmin came out with a film not a documentary. so why do negative critics tend to be so angry? is it because gubra made direct hit to themselves? ahahha.. nice.
still i'm to write without being bias. i'm not sure whether the film is rated U, 18SX or any other rating. at the moment i watched, i noticed that a mother and her such young daughter were there too -> gubra isn’t suitable for too young teen. i aware that teenager nowadays is more advance in learning things in life compared to older gen ( me myself when i was 10 still thought kissing brought women to pregnancy T_T ). for me early learning is not a problem, but early judgment is. for example, i think two 8 years old kids falling for each other is cute. but for them to decide it’s okay to do some more of that and this, whoaaa people. guys, i know you don’t really care, until you tend to just remember and relate this matter on to your younger sister. and err.. i don’t care if you still won’t care, okay thanks d^.^b
best actor for me is adlin while best actress goes to noorkhiriah. overall, gubra's line of cast is impressive in terms of talent. just at that moment i realized that my beloved country has produced lots of talents, sufficient for once again achieve nobility in which allahyarham ramlee puteh brought us to. now is a matter of when malaysians will quit making god of outside film industries and start appreciating our own products. one more, please stop for nation’s sake on producing rubbish money making films. the best ever script produced konon, aduhai. hmm for me gubra deserve a 4 out of 5. i’m now waiting for yasmin’s next hit. maybe with different exciting ideas and without adibah saying cheesy things or seeing harith’s butt all over again. omg, please get that image out of my head.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I heard a voice last night
It said wake up and open your eyes
Wake up, walk out tonight
Cause she don't care if you're dead or alive (dead or alive)
She moves like beams of light
Straight through this universe in my head
Where I get piece of mind
I'm free from the stupid things that I said (she’s all in my head)
Did I get lost while I was gone?
I traveled space for much too long
But there's a planet I have found
And you are far away (for now)
Somewhere behind her eyes
Some supernatural energy
Takes me for quite the ride
Across time where I defy gravity
Chorus
Break
Chorus
You are far away
You are far away for now
* Space Travel by Yellowcard. wish we're there J congrates on your achievement!
Hari ni hari Selasa 11 April. Maulidur Rasul SAW. Gua bangun kul 9. Somehow kepala gua merasai tekanan yg amat sgt. Arghhhhhh.. Nk sambung fyp web server xleh nk on. Uninstall yg currently used utk guna yg single components; latest version Apache, php, phpMyAdmin and MySQL. Manual config btwn each other (utk compatibility jsp). So bila try guna gua rasa blur & bangang. Kna tunggu soleh bgn baru sambung.. Bkk tgv.com.my booking citer Gubra utk ptg ni. Gua kna kuar release tension sial. Demmit, bole gila camni. Time fyp kt kemuncak ni la ujian dtg, pening sial otak. Serius gua perlu cari ketenangan, sblm gua hilang akal dan meletup. Terus play lagu ni sejuta kali. Seven Years..
Taking on seven years I would find a way without
The holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
I've been trying way too long
Only push the way off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
The story ends
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
Is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
Seven dates for me to sell machines
And tear on
Seven years you assured me
That I'd be fine if I complied
Only push the way off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
The story ends
Chorus
Don't treat me like I ever accused you
di malam sepi
aku bermimpi
mimpi yang sedih sekali
kau akan pergi
tinggalkan diriku
aku menangis tersedu
diriku tak pernah
lepas dari penderitaan
mimpi yang kini terjadi
kau pergi setelah
aku serahkan kasih suci
itulah nasib diriku
angin meniup
membisikkan kata
yang sangat menusuk hati
angin meniup
membelai rambutku
yang tiada berseri lagi
chorus
solo
chorus
nasib diriku..
* in remembrance of the day
It has been quite some times since I wrote here. Actually it was not that hectic. I always have space. It’s just that I have the slightest idea to fill my so call blog. For viewers whom informed me personally about their liking to read my less censored sentences, thank you. Don’t worry, it will never change the way I express. A blog’s definition from my point of view is standing still. I write whatever I wanted to, whenever it’s possible; with the smallest amount of insincerity that just enough to keep me out of trouble ^_^
My life has been extraordinary. My life has been so exciting.
I hope we all understood these two words ‘extraordinary’ & ‘exciting’ are not describing infinite happiness. It is full of ups and downs, friends and foes, love and heartbreak, .etc. Each day I wake up and know that I will gain something new. Each day before sleep I do know that life has always moved ahead. Hopefully I can always catch up.
Gua masih lagi belajar di universiti. Sedey bila pk yg tak tau la bila nk abis. There is no such situation called “confirm” until it does. Mungkin sket lg grad. Mungkin gak tak. Huh.. Camne la ada org sanggup blaja sampai PHD? Aku buat first degree pun rasa takleh blah. Ahaha agaknya education mmg bkn field aku kot. Masa kerja kt fast food restaurant kena maki-hamun tiap2 ari pun aku rasa lebey happy drpd study. So salah satu matlamat gua setiap hari adalah sama: cuba, doa dan harap utk complete study. Lagi dan lagi dan lagi, sampailah aku dpt berambus dgn segulung ijazah. Reality suck, man!
Pagi ni aku bgn awal. Buat la apa2 yg patut. Breakfast maggi udang seround. Maggi lagi.. Lek lek sabar itu buahnya manis. Sikit lg nmpk la rezeki tu kuar dr mana2 (Sedapkan hati.. huhu). Sementara nk tunggu kelas kul 11 ni sempat la membebel jap ni. Hari ni aku rasa sgt menyampah dgn.. Golongan2 PRO-WANITA !!! Wei minah2, lu org bole pegi mampos! Gila aa diorg ni. Asyik nk kata semua lelaki jahat. Hek ela. Menggelabah. Bg aku mereka ini adalah golongan yg tak matang2 merangkumi umur belasan, 20an, 30an mahupun dah tua kutuk. Org jahat ada kt mana2 la. Gender is not an issue. Girl power? Go to hell bastards. Lg satu aku perasan ialah wujud ahli kumpulan pro wanita yg hanya bersikap camtu (pro kpd wanita) hanya bila tak ada pasangan: tgh single, baru breakup, baru bercerai dsb. Then, jual slogan “all men are devils” kt satu dunia. What’s wrong with you all? Brain damage ke apa? Ape kedeme nye, yob (Perak style)? Pastu bila dah jumpa pasangan, terusss “Men & Women are the world”.. Kritikan ini aku tujukan hanya kpd pompuan2 yg nk berpegang kpd sifat Pro Wanita ni sampai mati. So kpd yg dah sedar, atau perempuan yg tidak pernah biased pd jantina, saya nk menyatakan rasa hormat pd anda semua. Let’s live a normal world okay.
Tak puas hati? Sila pergi mati.. Aahaha. Ni blog gua. Suka gua la!
Btw, aku rasa yg dunia kita hari ini dah sgt tak selamat. Mcm2 kejadian kuar paper tiap2 hari. Rogol, samun, ragut, culik dan byk lg. Semua di antara kita kena jaga2 skrg. Most important of all, seluruh kaum Hawa, sila la berhati-hati. You too okay, My Dear..
Baru blk kelas ni. Hujan punyala lebat. Nasib baik bilik tak banjir. Hujan adalah rahmat: bagus. Banjir menghapus dosa: pun bagus. Patutnya rancangan weather forecast kt Malaysia ni kena ubah sikit cara penyampaian. Mana ada cuaca baik & cuaca tak baik? Kalau hujan tu tak baik, takdelah tumbuhan kt bumi ni tumbuh menghijau selepas hujan turun. Panas, hujan dan yg di antara keduanya semua rahmat. Hmm.. ingat nk layan citer European Gigolo jap lg. Nk buat keje kena bertanya dulu mlm karang. So, sbb dlm seminggu ni aku kurang dpt hiburan rasanya kenalah berehat jap. Rehat sampai mlm karang.
Smlm Zul dtg bilik aku. Terkeluar nama kwn2 masa sekolah rendah dulu. Mana ntah menghilang semuanya. Kwn2 baik dulu.. Yap Soon Yoong duk kt Jln Thamboosamy. Tiap2 hari lepas sekolah memekak main kacau budak2 Batu Road 2 blaja ^^ Mana ntah dia skrg. Juga Soffian Yusuf Hindustan celup yg tak sudah2 dgn Amitabh Bachan dia. Last but not least, Govin Ruben yg skrg kt Aussie studying to be somebody in the film world. Best wishes of luck kt lu org semua. Semoga tuhan akan temukan kita semua satu hari nanti. One fine day, Insyaallah..
Aku dpt idea nk buat lagu baru tp gitar lak takde. Gatal tul rasa nk petik tali. Esok hari Jumaat. Cam selalu, blk Selayang. Terfikir nk gi berguru jap kt KLCC esok sblm sampai umh tp blom tanya lg. Mlm karang la.. Bkn berguru semata-mata sebenarnya, kata ganti yg sesuai utk hajat di hati ialah qada’. Qada’ apa? Adala.. Sibuk je nk tau d^.^b Weekend ni kt sekitar BBS je agaknya. Ahad ada sedara kawin kt AU1, pastu kembali la ke Cj. Simple kan. Told you my life was not hectic. Ah lega rasanya, lama tak tulis blog. European Gigolo ke Narnia? Tengok la dulu beb.. Chalos!
Mellifluous by Mushbutton
why are you runaway
runaway make me so cold
you and i just a fool
hanging round and watch the tube
you say you love me
but you don't admit it
and you runaway
again and again and again
again and again..
* Meaning of Mellifluous ~ Flowing with sweetness or honey
Oh baby here comes the sound!
I took a train out to New Orleans
And they shot me full of ephedrine
This is how we like to do it in the murder scene
Can we settle up the score?
If you were here I'd never have a fear
So go on live your life
But I miss you more than I did yesterday ( You're beautiful! )
You're so far away
So come on show me how
Cause I mean this more than words can ever say
Well I'm a total wreck and almost every day
Like the firing squad or the mess you made
Well don't I look pretty walking down the street
In the best damn dress I own?
Chorus
Some might say we are made from the sharpest things you say
We are young and we don't care
Your dreams and your hopeless hair
We never wanted it to be this way
For all our lives
Do you care at all?
Chorus
Won't you tell me?
Well, there's no way I'm kissing that guy
* A song from Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge
Indah, terasa indah
Bila kita terbuai dalam alunan cinta
Sedapat mungkin terciptakan rasa
Keinginan saling memiliki
Namun bila, itu semua
Dapat terwujud dalam satu ikatan cinta
Tak semudah seperti yang terbayang
Menyatukan perasaan kita
Tetaplah menjadi bintang di langit
Agar cinta kita akan abadi
Biarlah sinarmu tetap menyinari alam ini
Agar menjadi saksi cinta kita berdua, berdua..
Sudah, terlambat sudah
Kini semua harus berakhir
Mungkin inilah jalan yang terbaik
Dan kita mesti relakan kenyataan ini
Chorus
(Solo)
Menjadi saksi kita berdua..
Hello, I've waited here for you
Everlong
Tonight, I throw myself into
And out of the red, out of her head she sang
Breathe out, so I can breathe you in
Hold you in
And now, I know you've always been
Out of your head, out of my head I sang
And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang
(Break)
And I wonder Note: One of the greatest tune, ever.
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when..
a new series of blurry sunday. half-past nine: an express cleanup & drove to abg bakar's.. it's kind of him lending his car for few days. not in a mood to go straight back home so went to dataran for newspapers and fresh air. is 10 still counted as fresh? last week wasn't the best. couple things just can't squeeze out of head. am i phoney? am i phoney? listening to "this is the new pop" keeps the heart pumping. once kurt said that she keeps pumpin' straight to his heart. how sad for us. might we have the same q. just when i thought i was learning the opposite abc. certainly was not. not my field. i'm complicated; blend from all the confusion leafs from trees all over the world. why must state such challenge? egos just can't fit with challenges. whew! going for it..
syahrul reza sang,
"..reconcile if you feel like leaving.."
he's good. they rock. banging the track for hundreds of times and it's all the words that caught me sense. pity.
the news are real? did the two fellas really got married? isn't marriage makes a man grounded for life? even there's a tv series with that title.. heh. erk, astaga. must be hit by a truck in last night's dream. congratulation schoolmates. although haven't seen you guys since dunno (forever?), best wishes of happiness to both. "i do" and so "son, you may kiss the bride". aduh.. wrong scene la. even tg faizal not suppose to star in any of those alike scene. beradat penuh, sopan adabnya. takkan melayu hilang di dunia. quite proud of being one. yes i'm a malay. born as one, live as one, hopefully'll die as one too. miss nirvana's music. 3 chords songs aren't cheap. it made the trio rich. their words are not for children. luckily this soul is not one. miss the tune of drain you..
one baby to another says -
i'm lucky to have met you
i don't care what you think
unless it is about me
it is now my duty to completely drain you
i travel through a tube
and end up in your infection
chew your meat for you
pass it back and forth
in a passionate kiss
from my mouth to yours
i like you
with eyes so dilated
i've become your pupil
you've taught me everything
without a poison apple
the water is so yellow, i'm a healthy student
indebted and so grateful -
vacuum out the fluids
chorus
you
one baby to another says -
i'm lucky to have met you
i don't care what you think
unless it is about me
it is now my duty to completely drain you
i travel through a tube
and end up in your infection
chorus
sloppy lips to lips
you're my vitamins
i like you
**************************************************************************************************************************************************
medium meluahkan perasaan closed.
17 ogos. entah dh hari ke berapa aku tido pas subuh. mmg aku tau x elok, tp xleh handle. pelik la, dlm ramai² manusia, aku yg selemah-lemah iman ni gak la setan beria nk lalaikan. pg ni, aku siap duk dpn pc lg nk elak tido. layan vclips. last2, bole tido gak tu -> bdn atas kerusi + kepala atas meja + d~.~b huhuhu. teringat blk masa muda remaja dulu.. time solat pun jln. sujud mesti kusyuk lebih. org tgh baca doa, aku x bgn2 lg d^.^b kalau skill tido ada scale 1-10, aku nyer dlm 7 kot. kalah sket dgn mamat yg side-step masa semayang tu (berdiri pun bole ke??? hehe).
jerebu beransur pulih. nmpk la langit cerah. last wk teruk. pemandangan terhad, bau asap & tekak perit. mls nk kupas lg. bosan gua sana-sini x cukup tgn org tulis isu tu. yg plg x menahan, dakwaan yg jerebu jd sbb si celaka ayah pin sedang murka. panas je dgr. kalau kt saudi, lama dh sialan2 murtad cam lu ni mampos kena pancung. kurang adil jika tua kutuk tu disumbat terus masuk jel. ptt diikat dulu kt khalayak ramai, direjam, kemudian baru la dihukum ikut undang² sivil. dh la akhir zmn ni payah nk nmpk syiar yg tulen, ada lak org2 yg suka memesongkan akidah. mintak simpang.
18 ogos dlm kul 11 lebey mlm. sial tul la, gua stuck buat java. soleh best tido sbb tgh sejuk2 pas hujan. so, tinggal la aku terkotak-katik nk buat mende alah ni. aku mmg nk elakkan terlalu depend kt dia. letih la suma benda nk harap org configure, debug. tp otak gua yg lembab ni x ble lak pakai. arghhhh.. bodo! smlm t’jumpa bdk² skola gua kt alamanda. gua kena tegur sbb pakai baju koyak. wahahaha.. sori la kalau gua memalukan lu org. pastu kena sound skit: “ko ni skola clifford eh?”. gua x kisah pun kalau mereka gurau atau ada intention, sbb mmg x terasa langsung. nape? kalau gua bdk clifford, gua hina ke? papela.
huh, at times like this out campus refreshment’s really needed. a glass of teh tarik with roti pisang would be nice for me now. anywy i hv to take my bath first as that may bring my exhausted body some favor. a quick preview; it’s freezing out there!! i wonder how it would be, cruising the lanes with my kapcai during this windy night. interesting.. but no worry. i’ve been waiting all these years to utilize my “assets”. i'm fat. so what? can micheal j fox do this stunt of mine; riding to hassan in this ice cold condition? or can faridz roseli? haha i'm starting to get weirder than ever. maybe i need a companion for tonight. being alone as we stress is quite harmful. enough typing. 100% percents sure. with now i'm pissed out of nothing, i need some fresh air. and i'm getting it.
biarla org nk kata aku yokoyo, konon nk speaking. aku risau sbb still lemah english padahal umur dh byk. so, ini salah satu usaha aku utk try celik bahasa omputih. masih ingat aku yokoyo? mampos korang la. ahahaha. lagu ni agak cun. sesuai utk mood tensi. nostalgia curang rock n’ roll drpd the times..
mengapa curang sikapmu?
rosak dan hancur seluruh hari ini
kau bunuh kejam jiwaku
bernanah luka lama malam ini
oh pukul tujuh katamu
tempat biasa bertemu
sudah lama ku duduk menunggu (menunggumu.. o oh)
pukul sebelas berlalu
masih tak muncul dirimu
nostalgia menyakitkan hati ini.. o o o ohh
chow sin. chow cincau. chow kit road. aug 19th 1am. damn u.
masih lg susah nk tido. skrg dh dkt kul 5 pagi. teringat aku pada kata² seorang pengarah terkenal negara yg berbunyi:
"..kreatif itu hak Allah.."
org yg menang anugerah sana-sini pun sgt rendah diri. x payah nk berpurdah, berserban pun dpt sampaikan ilmu; sekurang-kurangnya kpd aku. kalau la byk dosa & kesilapan beliau buat kt dunia ni, semoga dakwah tersebut akan jd amalan yg besar di sisi tuhan. banding lak dgn insan2 yg takde pencapaian tp ckp mesti lebat, termasuk la aku sendiri. hina sgt.
baru la aku sedar. mengantuk pun adalah satu nikmat Illahi. tgk org lain lena dibuai mimpi tgh2 hujan lebat ni, jaki lak aku. tu la.. tido siang lg. dah la niat takmau anta ibu gi pasar tani. ingat2 blk nk je aku tapek kepala sendiri. apa la degil sgt aku ni??? bodo bangang pale hotak. sama bingai dgn ex5 wkx249 tuh. ahahahha.
alhamdulillah selangor menang liga premier. x rugi berjam-jam dan bergelas-gelas kt bkt idaman. puas ati aku. amik ko es.. bkn bola je, suma benda pasal selangor la mamat ni anti. aku ingat nk tulis surat la kt khir toyo supaya halau ko dr negeri ni, bwk moto cabuk ko suh pindah duk kt dlm kerajaan langit. mulut ko tu ghope toooooooooott! d^_^b
jap lg nk blk cj. boooo! muak tul aku ngan tmpt tu. bkn dgn cj, tp dgn mmu. lamanya rasa nk blah dr situ. sebenarnya takdela teruk sgt, cuma bila hati dh x suka mmg camni la. cepat la masa. cepat la wknd. wknd, tungguuuu.................
Bukan Kerana Nama (Ramli Sarip & A. Romzie) Jangan kau pandang bibir yang manis
Solo Jangan kau alas hatimu itu
Kerana dia bisa menghancurkan
Jangan kau pandang wajah yang indah
Kerana dia bisa meracunmu
Dengarlah hai teman
Dengarkan bersama
Aku menulis bukan kerna nama
Kerna sifat kasih
Pada sesama insan
Dan menyatakan kasih sayangku
Kita sama semuanya sama
Apa yang ada hanyalah kehidupan
Jangan kau dengar puisi dusta
Kerana dia merosakkan jiwamu
Dengarkanlah puisi di pusaka
Yang telah turun-temurun hari ini
Chorus
Dengan secebis warna kehitaman
Dialah seperti anai-anai
Lambat laun hancurlah dirimu
Chorus
*It's half past 3 in the morning and I just can't sleep. Audio Warfare '05 went well. Band Izhar® didn't come out as the winner, but who cares?? They were rockin' in the free world! DBS's still cool, but I really miss their famous wah-wah riffs + hit song entitled Dreamology. To all those cutie bands' groupies, damn you all.. Marah tul la dgn penonton² camtu. Mampos la gua nk ckp apa pun, ni blog gua!!! Wahahaha
sabtu 9 julai 2005 masehi bersamaaan 2 jamadil akhir 1426 hijrah. bole mati woo camni. sangap nk mamposs. bgn je pagi² ada org pasang discovery channel, citer pasal ular. adoiii..
duit. aku takde duit. aku nk duit. "..duit duit di mana kau duit?.." skrg mmg tgh kering kaw². ytm cam biasa, tunggu aku kebulur baru nk masuk. aku lak bkn jenis yg nk mintak² drpd org lain. ramai org kata duit tak penting dlm hidup. ye ke? biar betul? situation hari ni : aku langsung takde duit. apa yg possible aku buat? tgk wayang - duit. minum luar - duit. telefon - duit. jln² - duit (minyak / tambang). suma benda aa perlukan duit.. huh. last week aku tgk movie coming to america. haaa.. kan bagus cam eddie murphy tu. celik² dh kaya. itu la yg kita nk cari hehehe.
meh try speaking! cam best je tgk org lain speaking dlm blog.
life's kinda stink at this moment. my pc's in cj, means my e-stuff is unavailable. how pathetic =) it's 12 at noon. time to cleanup. later i'll be in the astro controller war. a battle which i must win, in consideration for my survival. time to leave. chalos! this is a wonderful song, in fiona apple's version....
words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup
they slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe
pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind
possessing and caressing me
jai guru de va om
nothing's gonna change my world
images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes
that call me on and on across the universe
thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they
tumble blindly as they make their way
across the universe
jai guru de va om
nothing's gonna change my world
sounds of laughter shades of earth are ringing
through my opened ears inciting and inviting me
limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns it calls me on and on across the universe
jai guru de va om
nothing's gonna change my world
jai guru de va
Makin lama ku kunyah makin tawar
Macam manis perasa gula getah
Bunyi tajuk sikitlah punya besar
Isinya kosong bercampur sifar
Dalam diam-diam
Senyuman menyulamkan dendam
Nasi yang engkau sajikan
Dipenuhi tulang ikan
Mana benar baik mana pula tidak
Baik bodoh atau jahat bijak
Sudah pipi kanan kena sepak
Kepala kasi orang pijak
Dalam diam-diam
Senyuman menyulamkan dendam
Nasi yang engkau sajikan
Dipenuhi tulang ikan
Ayatmu ayat sekerat
Ayatmu tak cukup sifat
Ayatmu boleh buat orang sesat
Laukku dah cukup, cukup masin
Laukku cukup masin
Tak perlu engkau tambah garam
Peluru sesat tak kenal siapa tuannya
Peluru sesatmu
*Dah terbukti.. Spider bwk lagu ni pun still popular, jd siulan. So, bila mentaliti kita boleh diubah? Jgn la kolot sgt, asyik bg komen yg lagu² Melayu takde standard. Apahal??! Bg komposer lak, sila la jdkan panduan utk improve hasil seni lu org. Teguran ikhlas k, peace!
what a week. simply start-off with the story of my stupidity. bodo tul. haram jadah. aku gi reject keje kt bowling alley utk "job" yg ada annouce kt bulletin board. aku x baca elk2. rupanya business opportunity. skrg sendiri mau ingat la, kembali ke profession penanam anggur. huhhhh.. takde rezeki la tu. apa lg dah jd aa?? sebenarnya byk tp susah nk tulis suma sbb bercampur; cemas, marah, manis, tebaboo dsb. so, ada perkara yg sensitive, takleh tulis cuma kena simpan dlm hati. mmg tujuan blog ni cuma utk luahkan perasaan sendiri, tp manala tau satu hari nanti ada org baca. tanpa explaination drpd mulut aku nanti risau org salah faham. anyway, the weekend has given me a boost. bersemangat utk menghadapi minggu yg baru.. wahahaha. byk membebel nih, jd akhir kata: aloha dan wassalam. "..inhale, gotta find a way.."
Click kt panel Video pastu pilih Media Player atau Quicktime. VC ni agak panas (jgn kasi adik2 tgk), tp yg penting lagu best!
moody monday june 27th.
hmm.. apa jd last last week aa? ada la sket. adi dpt tawaran ukm, yus nk ke uitm, ricq kena sakat dgn gua d^_^b hehehe peace bro. gua nk quit main musiq. mls la nk compete² lg, ingat nk apply keje blakang tabir lak. angkat2 brg ke, kilat2 gitar ke, papela tp yg penting gua still nk support kwn2. gua tgh cari keje skrg. nk cari duit di samping isi masa. life's too short, better live mine to the fullest. for my dear, happy chanukah! eh.. silap lak. happy happy, jwb sendiri. till then.
TODAY (Smashing Pumpkin)
Today is the greatest
Day I’ve ever known
Can’t live for tomorrow
Tomorrow’s much too long
I burn my eyes out
Before I get out
I wanted more
Than life could ever grant
Bored by the chore
Of saving face
Today is the greatest
Day I have ever known
Can’t wait for tomorrow
I might not have that long
I’ll tear my heart out
Before I get out
Pink ribbon scars
That never forget
I’ve tried so hard
To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings
Were bruised and restrained
My belly stings
Today is
Today is
Today is
The greatest day
That I have ever known
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you round
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you
Today is the greatest
Today is the greatest day
Today is the greatest day
That I have ever known
*people say that love will make lovers blind instantly, whilst it's not that beautiful after all. gosh, is it true? might be.. well actually i don't really care as i'm not so good at its theories. "..gua ada besar punya batu dlm itu kepala.." or in other words, i have my own believes. for hints, two things; love is unpredictable AND shakespear sucks!
Juventus Fan Club Malaysia : THE FORUM
Kpd semua peminat bolasepak tanah air, do come and join us! Even bkn fan Juve pun bole sembang & kongsi pendapat..
hari ni ahad 19 jun.
event of the day: jiran gua bertunang!
malasnyaaaaaa. penat round² smlm x abis lg ("yus okb" belan suma org utk sumaaa benda). jd gua saja buat² lembab mls nk amik important role sgt utk majlis jiran gua. kwn² suma pakat KECEWA.. ahahhahahah konon melepas la tu. aku akui minah ni agak hot la kt sini dr kecik sampai besa. cth, nk refer umh aku -> umh sebelah umh dia. tp bagus gak aaa, lebih kurang tmpg populariti la nih. papepun tahniah!
Aku ini adalah dirimu
Cinta ini adalah cintamu
Aku ini adalah dirimu
Jiwa ini adalah jiwamu
Rindu ini adalah rindumu
Darah ini adalah darahmu
Tak ada yang lain selain dirimu
Yang selalu ku puja
Ku sebut namamu di setiap hembusan nafasku
Ku sebut namamu, ku sebut namamu
Dengan tanganmu aku menyentuh
Dengan kakimu aku berjalan
Dengan matamu aku memandang
Dengan telingamu aku mendengar
Dengan lidahmu aku bicara
Dengan hatimu aku merasa
*siapa kata progressive music tidak dpt dikaitkan dgn agama? tanggapan yg tak berasas.. cuba hayati bait² lirik drpd ahmad dhani kt atas tu. sekali pandang mcm typical love song. tp sebenarnya, ditujukan buat Yang Maha Esa. brilliant & secara tak langsung meletakkan mereka dlm idol list gua!
